I have got use to it. Welcome to the society. Sometimes in life, there isn't one person that can trust. Not even your closest friend. The only one who will be there for you will be your only family. I don't need a large social circle of friend's in order to be proud of yourself . Youngster now adays are getting wierd. I had my first nokia handphone when i was in primary 5 . I have to take bus home myself when i'm secondary. I only knew mosburger when i was in secondary 1 . People now adays are more fortunate. Even someone that is younger than me has a IPhone too. Look what the society has changed over the years?
Becoming a chef and model was my dream. Everyone has a dream, so i'm not ashamed of telling mine. Yes, chef was what i wanted to be when i grew old. I love to cook, and i know how to cook. I'm more to the Chinese style cooking than others on the list. Perhaps, my grandmother is a chef, that's why i have a strong urge and intrest in cooking. Although i love cooking, but my kitchen is forever messy and dirty after every meal i cook. The basic of a chef is to keep the kitchen clean. But i fail to. I fail to carry the wok .
Yes model was my second inspiration. I was pretty short when i was 13 (150 cm?) . As i grew, i shoot up to now of a 164 cm. It's a joke telling people that i want to be a model. Firstly, i'm shy to pose and i have low confidence of myself. Secondly, i don't have a 36 28 36 figure. T.T Most girl doesn't have that of a figure rightt?
Till now, i don't know what i'm aiming for. I seriously have no goals in my life. I have wasted many years of my life. And this year, it shall determine my future route. ☺