Wanted to update my blog few days back but something crashed so i was too lazy to even redo my post. Went out with my RP friends few weeks back and nothing much happened this few weeks. Just the same old routine, school home, home school .

Today i would like to talk about polytechnic. Ever since i got into polytechnic, i had never been so stress and demoralise. Firstly, every module you only have one chance to learn. And when i say one chance, i really mean one chance like 5 hours ( excluding my 2 break ). Unlike secondary, although per lesson we only have 1 hour but we get to take the topic almost everyday. That is what make me so stressful, i have never been so stressful like these before. No matter how hard i try to study at home, i just don't understand. I cannot stand when people say " study so hard for UT1 for what? Aiya very easy one la look at 6p can already" . I mean like wtf, i want to at least know the basic and meaning so i won't go into the ut blank. Totally blank.

Talking about UT grades. Yes i just got back 3 ut grades and all like shit. REAL SHIT. Lets talk about my favourite and best module, maths. CAN YOU FUCKING BELIEVE i got a C for maths? zzz fuck it, i had never been so demoralising before and yet coming into polytechnic makes me feel that im among the bottom. I forgot everything about what i had learnt in secondary and A maths is freaking crazy. Sometimes i just want to drop out and work . I really don't know what i am doing in life at times. UT1 grades not all out yet UT2 is on this friday. WHUTTTT???!!
KILLMENOW

Things been pretty good cuz i have awesome friends in school. That's probably the only thing that keeps me going school. Currently there isn't any down fall in life because things been pretty well with D. Not to mention, he brought me out on saturday and we had lots and lots of good food. Many words to express <3
Love someone that love you more than you do.
Till then,
loves lynettekaea ♥