Can't explain how much i love D. I might seemed to be playful at times, but i never did something that betray him. We are 38 months old now, which is 3 year and 2 month. How time seemed to past so fast. I dont really care what people say about him, or about us . But when people say about my guy, you better watch out.
This 3 year, he really taught me alot alot alot of things. Things that i am so stupid and i can't figure it out why, things that taught me how to defend people, things that make me grow more mature and looking at things in a different way. Everything that lecture by him seemed to make absolute perfect 1oo% sense which sometimes in life i just can't figure this common sense. Is it because i am too nice to people? Or is it i just said unnecessary things at times which lead myself to some problem.
I hope it will be me, d and our baby next time. :p
I wonder, what would i do without him in my life. I guess i'll act so childishly and think like kids and being a bitchy me. After being with him, things changed between the both of our life. Of course, our social circle of friend did decrease as we only put our world aside, just the both of us. And i'm glad that he did that because he didn't neglact me for his friends.
The stroy between me and D? Thats long... I knew him when i was 14. It was complicated back then. Before i get together with him, my ex was a jerk. I can't even have the shame to said that he is my ex. But nevertheless, i'm glad that D walk into my life ((:
Someone i never want to lose, D .
UT 3 is coming and my feeling now is like... URGH. WHYTHEFUCK am i in poly now? I really can't imagine that i took 'O's, and i can't imagine myself now in a poly. Its something in life that i never thought i would be in now. Oh, and get well soon J, wormie . ♥
Till then,
loves Lynettekaea ♥
